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I'm sorry.
I wish I could help Kel with her grieving, but I have no idea what to do.
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Your mother.
13 August 2010 @ 07:22 pm
How old were you when you had your first relationship? -
Are you taken/single? Single.
How old were you when you had your first kiss? -
What color is your underwear? Neutral
Do you like anyone right now? No :/
Ever had your heartbroken? My fault.
Miss anyone right now? Nope.
Who was the last person you sent a text to? Can't remember. Some person from VAA.
Last person to text you? Julie.
Last person you saw? My dad.
What was the last thing you said to someone? "Heh heh.."
Who do you trust the most in your life? Depends on what. idk really xD
Ever been in love? I loved someone.
Who has hurt you the most? >___>
Has a tragedy ever happened in your life? Why, yes.
Are you happy? Yeah.
How many closest friends do you have? 5, or something idk.
Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone? I don't think so..
Have you ever cheated on a partner? -
Ever been cheated on? -
Ever been told someone loved you? Yes.
Ever told someone you loved them and meant it? Yes :D
Not meant it? No x_x
Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now? It's alright, can't complain xD
What is your idea of true love? Friendship and romance, and a bond of trust, understanding, and mutual respect.
When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff? I don't get it... But I spose I could, but I'd remind them..
Do you believe in love at first sight? No.
Why or why not? It just doesn't work out.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love? It varies person to person. I'd prefer it, but that's because I find friendships more comfortable than romantic lover relationships.
Who should wear the pants in the relationship or should it be a mutual give and take? Mutal give and take.
Are you taken/single? Single.
How old were you when you had your first kiss? -
What color is your underwear? Neutral
Do you like anyone right now? No :/
Ever had your heartbroken? My fault.
Miss anyone right now? Nope.
Who was the last person you sent a text to? Can't remember. Some person from VAA.
Last person to text you? Julie.
Last person you saw? My dad.
What was the last thing you said to someone? "Heh heh.."
Who do you trust the most in your life? Depends on what. idk really xD
Ever been in love? I loved someone.
Who has hurt you the most? >___>
Has a tragedy ever happened in your life? Why, yes.
Are you happy? Yeah.
How many closest friends do you have? 5, or something idk.
Are there some songs you cant listen to because they remind you of someone? I don't think so..
Have you ever cheated on a partner? -
Ever been cheated on? -
Ever been told someone loved you? Yes.
Ever told someone you loved them and meant it? Yes :D
Not meant it? No x_x
Are you happy with where you are relationship-wise now? It's alright, can't complain xD
What is your idea of true love? Friendship and romance, and a bond of trust, understanding, and mutual respect.
When they slip, do you think you can let go the small stuff? I don't get it... But I spose I could, but I'd remind them..
Do you believe in love at first sight? No.
Why or why not? It just doesn't work out.
Do you believe that it is best to have a friendship first then love? It varies person to person. I'd prefer it, but that's because I find friendships more comfortable than romantic lover relationships.
Who should wear the pants in the relationship or should it be a mutual give and take? Mutal give and take.
What is on your bed right now? The usual bed stuff.
Name 3 people who made you smile today? Carys, Heidi, Jac.
What were you doing at 8 am this morning? Ensemble....and failing -_-
What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Watching Amagami SS
Have you ever been to another country? Asia only xD
What is the last thing you said aloud? "Mhm."
What was the last thing you had to drink? Water.
Have you bought any new clothing items this week? No :(
When was the last time you ran? Today.
What's the last sporting event you watched? -
If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Japan, France, NY, HK, KL, Singapore, aaaaaaaaand.....England.
Ever go camping? Only once. It didn't count.
Do you have a tan? No? Idk :S
Are you someone's best friend? rofl idk :L
Ever ridden on a roller coaster? Oui ^_^
What is your birthstone? Diamond.
Are you happy? Now? Yeah, why not xD
Name 3 people who made you smile today? Carys, Heidi, Jac.
What were you doing at 8 am this morning? Ensemble....and failing -_-
What were you doing 30 minutes ago? Watching Amagami SS
Have you ever been to another country? Asia only xD
What is the last thing you said aloud? "Mhm."
What was the last thing you had to drink? Water.
Have you bought any new clothing items this week? No :(
When was the last time you ran? Today.
What's the last sporting event you watched? -
If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? Japan, France, NY, HK, KL, Singapore, aaaaaaaaand.....England.
Ever go camping? Only once. It didn't count.
Do you have a tan? No? Idk :S
Are you someone's best friend? rofl idk :L
Ever ridden on a roller coaster? Oui ^_^
What is your birthstone? Diamond.
Are you happy? Now? Yeah, why not xD
Last song listened to? Kimi no Hitomi ni Koishiteru
Last movie you sawand who with? Idr
Are you jealous of anyone? I guess xD
Do you eat healthy? Sometimes T__T
Last movie you sawand who with? Idr
Are you jealous of anyone? I guess xD
Do you eat healthy? Sometimes T__T
Do you hate anyone right now? Not really.
How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 16
How old will you be turning on your next birthday? 16
04 August 2010 @ 07:44 pm
Upon reading a fellow classmate's blog, I've noticed how feminist and severely independent she is. A mega-hater upon the male species, at times. It is, to say the least, the most annoying and irritating blog site I've ever come across. I understand that she has had problems with her father in the past (which may or may not be the reason for her feminist ways as of current), but she seems to have lost entire faith and competency of boys/men.
First of all...hurdur... Of course, at our age, the opposite sex can only be called boys! They haven't developed the maturity that most girls have yet! They're at least 2 years behind our mental capacity right now. Obviously, they're still sex-driven, childish, irresponsible bitches. But then again, so are girls. And adults, for that matter. All human beings are like this at one point or another. Girls just don't show it, even if they're horny as hell.
Sometimes, I feel like I can relate to her about wanting a man and not a boy, being a...aha...self-proclaimed 'reverse-pedophile.' But even then, she seems to dislike every single one of them... Calling them 'assholes', but the good ones 'nice assholes'. Helloooooo? That's EVERY HUMAN BEING ON THE PLANET. Every single person on this very Earth is an asshole. So am I, just sayin'.
Just act your age for a while, show a little compassion, and understand other people's point of view. If 15 year old boys are mature now, they'd never have fun memories of the past. They would never learn the things they'll know in the future; will never experience things.
I can't be bothered with people who've lost hope anymore.
It's your life.
First of all...hurdur... Of course, at our age, the opposite sex can only be called boys! They haven't developed the maturity that most girls have yet! They're at least 2 years behind our mental capacity right now. Obviously, they're still sex-driven, childish, irresponsible bitches. But then again, so are girls. And adults, for that matter. All human beings are like this at one point or another. Girls just don't show it, even if they're horny as hell.
Sometimes, I feel like I can relate to her about wanting a man and not a boy, being a...aha...self-proclaimed 'reverse-pedophile.' But even then, she seems to dislike every single one of them... Calling them 'assholes', but the good ones 'nice assholes'. Helloooooo? That's EVERY HUMAN BEING ON THE PLANET. Every single person on this very Earth is an asshole. So am I, just sayin'.
Just act your age for a while, show a little compassion, and understand other people's point of view. If 15 year old boys are mature now, they'd never have fun memories of the past. They would never learn the things they'll know in the future; will never experience things.
I can't be bothered with people who've lost hope anymore.
It's your life.
24 July 2010 @ 12:26 pm
As of this minute, what is going through your mind? Boredom.
Have you ever trusted someone too much? Yes; I'm learning to grow out of it though.
Have you ever laid on a bed with a member of the opposite sex without having sex? Yes -_-
Has anyone put their arm around you in the last 5 days? Yes xD
Has a friendship ended recently that you wish had not? Nope. At least, I hope not.
Do you have someone who you can be your complete self around? Many people xP
Are you angry with someone right now? Nope.
Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now? Kind of.
Is there a guy that knows pretty much everything about you? Nope.
Do you usually apologize first? It depends on what it is.
The last person you held hands with? My sister.
Is there someone that you would kiss right now if they wanted to? MUAHAHAHA. OnoD ;D
Happy with the way things are going? Yesss
Do you think things will change in the next 3 months? All things change.
Can you trust girls? Only the ones similar to me.
Do you remember who you had feelings for December 2009? I don't think I liked anyone back then.
Were you worried about anyone last night? Yes :(
Do you miss the way things used to be between you and someone else? Tbh, I'm not sure.
The last person you spoke to on the phone? Operator xD
What did you talk about? Internet.
Do you have some kind of signature pose that you pull often for photos? Peace sign.
Who's the last person you took a picture with? Pig bun :P
Will you cry tonight? Idk.
Reason for your last tear shed? Laughing too hard. OR because of the beggar :(
Do you have some kind of signature pose that you pull often for photos? Peace sign.
Who's the last person you took a picture with? Pig bun :P
Will you cry tonight? Idk.
Reason for your last tear shed? Laughing too hard. OR because of the beggar :(
Do you love someone? Yes.
Are you single? Oui.
Are you single? Oui.
Where is the last person you kissed? Idk.
So tell me about your life? Better than in Perth with the coldness xD
Does anyone have feelings for you? I HOPE NOT.
Who's bed did you last sleep in other than your own? The hotel fold-out bed.
When's the last time someone of the opposite sex told you they miss you? Couple of weeks ago.
Do you like to have long hair or short hair? Long.
Do you want your life to stay the way it is right now forever? Nah. Change is alright.
Do you ever wonder what people think when they look at you? Yes :|
Looking back, did you ever think you would be where you are now? Not really xD
Do you think you'll be married in ten years? NO!!
Do you have feelings for anybody? lol nope.
Do you ever think about what went wrong in your last relationship? -
Your girlfriend/boyfriend buys you flowers, you say? Awwww....and then I'll sneeze 46372856 times.
Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you? Not bad.
25 June 2010 @ 10:08 pm
Is there somebody in your life that you could not survive without? Basically all the people around me :D
How many close friends do you have? Five or six, hehe.
Most annoying? Depends on my mood xD I spose Germaine >___>
Who in your life has hurt you the most? lol.
Is the someone you know you should hate, but you cant? Yeah, just a few people haha.
Do you like someone as more than a friend right now? No, guys in adolescence are stupid.
What went wrong in your last relationship? -
Do you miss anybody? Er, idk.
Have you ever lost anybody close to you? Yes.
Is there anyone you trust even though you should not? Don't think so.
Who knows you best? Mother, ahaha.
Ever given your all to someone who walked away? No. I've never been able to find anyone whom I feel comfortable enough to give my everything to.
Relationship or Hook-Up? Relationship.
Ever been in love with someone? No, but I've loved someone.
Need anyone? Not at the mo.
Few close friends or many acquaintances? Few close ones.
Has anybody in your family ever let you down? Yeah.
Anybody in your friends ever let you down? Yep. It's human nature; inevitable. Everyone makes mistakes.
Who have you let down the most? I don't think anyone has, really.
Who are you best friends of the same sex? AHHHH, I DON'T KNOW!
Best friends of the opposite sex? lol, boys -_-
Ever kissed someone and regretted after? -
Ever told a member of the opposite sex you loved them? Yes. :S oops.
Ever had your heart broken? Yeah, but that was my fault for liking them in the first place. Oh, unrequited love xD
Ever broken somebody elses? Nope xD
Who do you know is the most ambitious? Germaine.
Who is the most frustrating? Hmmm. It depends on the topic of conversation and our moods.
Who is the loudest? Haha, Heidi.
Who is the quietest? Jac or Kelsea.
Who is the most genuine? Hm, no idea. Kelsea?
Who has the power to make your world fall apart? No one 8D
Ever love someone that wasnt good for you? Proud to say no, so far.
Wish things could have gone differently with someone? Not really haha.
Hows your heart lately? Palpitations are lame.
14 June 2010 @ 04:22 pm
CURRENTS
current mood – Calm.
current music – Something on tv.
current hair style – Ponytail, and pinned back bangs.
current crush – lol, no one.
current thing I ought to be doing - Practising for class performances tomorrow? T_T
current windows open - Skype, msn, this, Twitter.
current desktop picture – The Fallen Senshi of Sailor Moon; Sacrifice.
current book – Hush, Hush.
LOOK AT ME
what colour is your hair – Many shades of brown, brown-red, and black.
current piercings - My ears.
have any tattoos - Nay.
straight hair or curly – Straight.
how tall are you – 167 cm/5'6" I think.
CURRENTLY WEARING
top – School jumper and sport shirt.
pants – Red sport shorts.
shoes – None; just socks.
necklaces – No.
rings – Don't like rings :S
bracelets – Nope.
THE LAST’S
last person you hung out with – Idk. LOL. Jac and Heidi... just loitering outside of the rec before getting picked up. If that counts?
last thing you said out loud - " Oh my god....."
last thing someone said to you – "This was in style in the 50's!"
last person you called – Mother.
last person that rang you – can't remember.
last time you cried – Yesterday, watching Autumn's Concerto.
THE DID’S
did you ever get into a fist fight in school - Er, no. Unless you count all the times I get play fight? :P
did you ever run away from home - Nope.
did you ever want to be a doctor - I still do! :D
did you ever do something you regret – Doesn't everybody?
THE DO’S
believe in God – Yes.
Know how to swim - Sure do.
do you like roller coasters – Depends lol.
do you own a bike - Used to.
do you think you’d make a good mum – WAHAHAHAHA NO XDD I hate children.
THE HAVE’S
have you ever been on a plane - Yesh.
have you ever asked someone out – Nope :x
have you ever been to the ocean – Yes >_>
have you ever gone fishing - Yep.
have you ever taken drugs – lol, only alcomahol and one cig.
THE WHAT’S
what are you listening to – Nothing atm.
what is the temperature outside - Mixture of warm and cold.
what was the last restaurant you ate at – UHHHH. can't remember.
what was the last thing you bought – Vegemite bread roll :3
what was the last thing you had to drink – Wooduh.
what are you watching on tv - TV just got turned off :/
THE WHO’S
who was the last person to be kind - dunno.
who talked to you on the phone - Uhhh, idk.
who is your current celebrity crush – DAISUKE ONO. :DDDDDD Cute, handsome, hysterical, and sexy rolled into one.
who was the last person you took picture of – Meeee.
who was the last person you said i love you to – Dunno :S
CRYING SECTION
ever really cried your heart out – Yes :/
ever cried yourself to sleep – Yes.
ever cried on your friend’s shoulder - Uhhh, not on their shoulder.
ever cried over the opposite sex - Yes.
do you cry when you get an injury – Never really been that badly injured lol.
do certain songs make you cry – Depends on the tune or whatever,
last film that made you cry - Can't remember that either.
HAPPY SECTION
what can make you happy – Anything and everything pretty much.
do you wish you were happier - idk.
is being happy overrated – NO.
can music make you happy - Yes.
LOVE SECTION
how many times have you had your heart broken - Once only so far.
has anyone ever loved you so much that they’d die for you – LOL doubt it.
has anyone ever said ‘i love you’ to you – Yeah.
10 June 2010 @ 09:59 pm
Surprise surprise, I'm back.
Man, term two is nothing but stress. I can't actually feel it, but apparently my health is >.<
Psychologically and physically, I'm pretty much messed up. My mental stability deteriorated a little, and my digestive system is shit.
What's happening now? When will I get back to normal again?
Don't even understand my random breakdown from three weeks ago..
I honestly don't feel stressed more than the usual school gives me.
AND I'M GAINING WEIGHT, FML. I'm 10kg more than I was four years ago :(
Sooo deadset on somehow voice acting, whether it be professional or a side-project. I want to do it. I love it. I live it!
Tooootally wanna be Japanese so that I get more of a chance in the profession, but whatevz.
Nyaaaa. back to music assignment.
dumb bitchaaaaaaaaaass.
13 March 2010 @ 01:23 pm
Roleplaying is so effort-consuming! Shit.
99% perfected Hare Hare Yukai dance ;D
Tutoring >.<
QUITTING LEARNING KUMON? :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Assignments. Fuck.
25 February 2010 @ 05:02 pm
Time flows by when you're busy. >_>
1.) School is nice. Not good, not bad. I know it'll get better as soon as March comes though - summer is SO HAWWWT.
2.) Seriously, what is up with the new students? They're all so...alien.
3.) Kung hei fat choi! Haha! Man, what a CNY it was this year. Being abandoned on the first day isn't much fun lol.
4.) Assignments. omg. Die.
5.) Cello wagging, anyone? Hehe.
6.) Ensemble wagging as well XDD
Today, it was 42 degrees! Omgsh! Had to go to Freo for photography today,
So effing hot.
Freaking bugs all over my body near the beach though!
No water. No food. Fuck.
Yeah, that's about it.
OH!
And today, I realised Kelly has a subconscious tendency to steal my best friends? >_>
Idk if it's just me or not.
First, Antonella. Second, Sarah. Third, Carys.
Kelly's connection with Antonella and Sarah was cut within one and a half years though.
So....lol.
07 February 2010 @ 02:54 pm
And the Shadows.
I've resorted to ruining my ears by BLAAAASTING you out with rock.
PROPER rock.
bitches.
